kolya 𓊝 (@bestonthetruesea)

new intro for the summer!! it’s mostly the same tbh, but i felt the need to update cuz of the damian revamp and all my new followers <33 #sixofcrows #nikolailantsov #oc #marvel dc thepitt trc theravencycle harrypotter theowlhouse criminalminds grishaverse shadowandbone ao3 wp kazbrekker the muppets

#THECALLOFTHESEA || nobody understands how serious this song is for seastar nation 🧘 ezra can’t even STOMACH the thought of nikolai genuinely wanting to take care of him. he’s constantly wondering, even years down the line, if nikolai will stop putting up with him one day. he thinks nikolai deserves so much more ☹️ chapter 24 out now! art creds: kolarp em #shadowandbone #nikolailantsov #grishaverse #fanfic oc fyp booktok fanfic edit original character fanfiction ao3 wp six of crows king of scars

#WESTOFEDEN || been thinking a lot about damian these past few days. “when they think you’re bad, people act worse” because no matter what, the crows are inclined to blame dami, to disregard what he says, and believe the worst of him. even in a group of misfits and monsters, dami is somehow an outlier. i’ll be trying to update tcots a couple more times, then i promise dami will have his comeback 🙏 #sixofcrows #grishaverse #kazbrekker #fanfiction oc inej ghafa shadow and bone kanej fanfic original character ao3 wp booktok fyp

#NIKOLAILANTSOV || it’s ironic to me whenever we see nikolai put his own persona on this pedestal, even though sturmhond was never the “real him”, it was another mask. it just goes to show that nikolai doesn’t like his real self much at all… he thinks he wants freedom, but even when he was free, he kept reinventing himself. a soldier, a student, a sailor. I LOVE PRE TRILOGY NIKOLAI 😭😭 also tcots chapter 23 out now! #shadowandbone #grishaverse #fanfic #sixofcrows oc fanfiction original character siege and storm ruin and rising king of scars sturmhond ao3 wp booktok fyp

#THECALLOFTHESEA || posting this to distract everybody from the impending doom 😇 fully grown atomic crown prince vs coughing 12 yr old and we all know who’s winning #shadowandbone #grishaverse #nikolailantsov #fanfic oc fanfiction original character siege and storm alina starkov ao3 wp booktok fyp

#MECORE || if u put a muppet and a pirate on two sides of a venn diagram i will be in the centre copied jane and matty i hope they don’t skin me for it 🥹 #muppets #shadowandbone #nikolailantsov #phoebebridgers grishaverse six of crows looney tunes maya hawke gravity falls moomin

#WHITEKNIGHTS || back on my ronan and frankie bs… he only dreams of music bcuz of frankie… when ronan sees frankie get attached to gansey his instinct to be jealous but really he just sees himself in frankie’s need for companionship!! when ronan was frankie’s age, his biggest fear was himself!!! #trc #theravencycle #ronanlynch #fanfic oc richard gansey iii original character fanfiction ao3 wp the raven boys booktok fyp cameron winter

um people are talking about the darklina server again so i have to be annoying and remind everyone of my 3 year long history with these morons 🙃 shout out to my humble superiors: @kat 𓊝⚓️ @Ethan 🦊🪖 @lantsov @jezyca ·.༄࿔ @lol #shadowandbone #nikolailantsov #grishaverse #sixofcrows darkling alina starkov fyp booktok anti darkling anti darklina zoya nazyalensky genya safin kaz brekker

#THECALLOFTHESEA || ezra my son my baby 😭😭 my precious boy who’s done nothing wrong ever 😭😭 he just wants his papa 😭😭 chapter 22 out now and i’m sorry in advancement #shadowandbone #grishaverse #fanfic #originalcharacter six of crows oc fanfiction nikolai lantsov ao3 wp booktok fyp

#WESTOFEDEN || let’s drown out the voices with mama!! genuinely their chapters are some of my favs, i’m so excited to get back to writing them 🙏 #sixofcrows #grishaverse #fanfic #ninazenik oc fanfiction original character shadow and bone ethel cain ao3 wp booktok fyp

#ULLA || ulla who only ever wanted to know the mother that never cared for her 🙂 ulla who was betrayed by every person she ever loved 🙂 ulla who chose to watch her brother writhe in his power struggle from afar for centuries 🙂 ulla who’s fearsome history has been watered down to a religious fable 🙂 ulla who could change forms long before the darkling or juris ever passed their curses onto nikolai and zoya 🙂 ulla who only violated ezra because she really believed she was liberating them both 🙂 NONE OF YOU FUCKERS GET HER LIKE I DO 😭😭😭😭😭 ULLA MOROZOVA GET BEHIND MEEEEE 😭😭😭😭😭 she literally changed the world and nobody even knows who she is!! it’s so tragic and i’m always thinking about her. ALWAYS. #shadowandbone #grishaverse #ullamorozova #thedarkling sankta ursula the language of thorns alina starkov nikolai lantsov zoya nazyalensky six of crows phoebe bridgers fanfiction original character ao3 wp oc fanfic

#THECALLOFTHESEA || the fastest way to break nikolai, who is so naturally compassionate and diplomatic, has always been ezra. unfortunately EVERYONE knows that so they just play in nikolai’s face constantly 😭 uhhh also wilta and ulla fan cast reveal 👀👀👀 ANYWAY chapter 21 out now! #shadowandbone #nikolailantsov #grishaverse #fanfic oc king of scars original character fanfiction ao3 wp booktok fyp six of crows

#WHITEKNIGHTS || this song is so raven king beecat!! i’ve had this rotting in my drafts forever but it felt fitting to post since i’m seeing phoebe tonight :D #trc #theravencycle #richardganseyiii #fanfic oc booktok fanfiction original character fyp phoebe bridgers ao3 wp

#WESTOFEDEN || everyone THINKS damian will come to his senses and abandon kaz eventually… will he tho? 👀 i think it’s ironic how the crows are each convinced damian would be better off with them specifically, but they rarely consider damian’s own desires at all. on the other hand, kaz looks out for damian’s interests more than anyone else (damian included). #sixofcrows #kazbrekker #grishaverse #fanfic oc edit shadow and bone fanfiction original character ao3 wp booktok inej ghafa jesper fahey nina zenik wylan van eck

#THECALLOFTHESEA || this edit is a little ugly but i wanted to do something simple with this song!! it’s just so perfect for this fic idk idk today tcots turns one year old and i really have no words. i’m so so SO grateful to every reader i have, and to all the friends who indulge in my obsession. ezra and nikolai mean everything to me. i hope my passion resonates with others, i hope my poor writing helps others feel less ashamed, and i hope to never stop caring about the grishaverse. i hope i care about everything forever. chapter 20 out now ;) #shadowandbone #grishaverse #nikolailantsov #fanfiction oc edit booktok fyp fanfic original character ao3 wp six of crows sturmhond

#THECALLOFTHESEA || ezra does leave eventually, because everyone seems to leave nikolai eventually, and nikolai can’t help but see him in every empty room. no matter what, zoya and the others will never really understand what they had. they can’t conceptualize nikolai’s guilt. they always have and always will judge ezra, even in his absence, and there’s nothing nikolai can do about it. #shadowandbone #grishaverse #nikolailantsov #fanfic original character booktok fyp oc ao3 wp fanfiction

#WHITEKNIGHTS || i saw a tweet last night about adam having a little sister. little does raven cycle twt know adam already has a little brother… however i know, deep down, adam thinks frankie is weak. and there is no worse crime to adam than the privilege of showing weakness. NOT A SHIP EDIT!!!! OBVIOUSLY??? #trc #theravencycle #adamparrish #fanfiction original character fyp oc fanfic ao3 wp booktok pynch

#NIKOLAILANTSOV || these bitches keep taking his emotional support tidemaker away 😭😭😭😭 like bro found it on the side of the road fair and square 😭😭😭😭 can we tell i’m not having a fun day 🧘🧘 #shadowandbone #grishaverse #booktok #fyp fanfic edit fanfiction ao3 wp king of scars

#FANFICEDIT || tfw when you’re trans and keep attaching yourself to older boys that hurt you. oh and also you have parental issues. #sixofcrows #shadowandbone #theravencycle #originalcharacter oc fanfic fyp booktok trc grishaverse fanfiction ao3 wp nikolai lantsov kaz brekker richard gansey iii

#WESTOFEDEN || ‘and all his virtues burning in the smokey holocaust’ the kind of trust they have is something neither of them will ever know so intimately ever again. with kaz, dami always has the illusion of choice. anyway chapter 9 out now! #sixofcrows #grishaverse #kazbrekker #fyp booktok shadow and bone original character fanfiction edit oc fanfic ao3 wp crooked kingdom

#WESTOFEDEN || i’ve started to notice that a lot of my characters don’t really get what they want in the end, in some way or another. damian, luckily, is not one of those characters. i think he deserves every moment of peace coming his way 😭 #sixofcrows #grishaverse #booktok #fyp kaz brekker oc fanfic shadow and bone fanficion original character edit ao3 wp crooked kingdom

#WESTOFEDEN || you can change your mind 🤣🤣 but you can’t change mine 😂😂 get it?!?!! cuz they’re both always so terrified that the other will stop needing them!! but they also hate needing each other!! also i know it’s a raven in the picture at the end but just pretend it’s a crow… CHAPTER 8 OUT NOW!! #sixofcrows #kazbrekker #fyp #grishaverse booktok oc fanfic ao3 wp original character fanfiction shadow and bone

#WHITEKNIGHTS || frankie’s thoughts on gansey’s doomed fate i have two billion damian drafts that i’m squirrelling away but my reread is making me so astronomically beecat pilled i might have to be hospitalized WoE updates coming soon 🤕 #trc #theravencycle #fyp #richardganseyiii booktok the raven boys original character fanfiction oc fanfic ao3 wp phoebe bridgers bluesey adam parrish

#THECALLOFTHESEA & #WESTOFEDEN || their relationship is SO important to me. they only technically meet twice, once in crooked kingdom, and once in rule of wolves, but i always imagine they become very good friends in their early adulthood. just like kaz and nikolai, damian and ezra are two sides of the same coin. i made these two in september on my freshman year, about three years ago, i could never have imagine what they would become today. #sixofcrows #shadowandbone #kazbrekker fyp grishaverse nikolai lantsov edit booktok fanfic oc ao3 wp fanfiction original character

#WHITEKNIGHTS || i don’t really know how to describe whatever tf ronan and frankie have going on, so i made this instead! i swear to god if this video keeps failing to upload i’m gonna tweak out 😭😭 anyway chapter 5 out now!! #trc #theravencycle #ronanlynch #fyp booktok fanfic oc edit pynch adam parrish fanfiction original character ao3 wp the raven boys

#WHITEKNIGHTS || my precious monmouth quad!! they’re like plushies gansey collects i’ve been grinding so hard on wk i promise chapter updates AND more edits are coming soonnnn 😇🙏 #trc #theravencycle #richardganseyiii #ronanlynch fyp noah czerny fanfic oc edit fanfiction original character ao3 fyp the raven boys

#THECALLOFTHESEA || i wanted to try a new style plz don’t throw stones at me guys 🧌🧌 um i don’t have anything rly productive to say except for the fact that i’m SO EXCITED TO FINALLY BE WRITING THE KAELISH ARC BRO !!! CHAPTER 19 OUT NOW !!! #shadowandbone #nikolailantsov #grishaverse #fyp booktok fanfic oc fanfiction edit wp ao3 original character insert six of crows

#WHITEKNIGHTS || frankie may be sensitive but he will never be careless! even if you kick him while he’s down, he’ll still ask if you’re feeling alright. i’m posting this as a way to say a big THANK YOU to beecat nation. over the last two weeks i’ve gained so many readers who’ve been sending me the sweetest comments and dms about WK. i appreciate every single one of you. and to those who see themselves in frankie, I SEE YOU !!! the kindest and softest souls make the strongest fighters 💙 #trc #theravencycle #adamparrish #fyp booktok fanfic oc fanfiction edit wp ao3 ronan lynch richard gansey iii blue sargent noah czerny

#WESTOFEDEN || i hold these two so near and dear to my heart, and i’m so excited for them to meet in just a few chapters :) damian shows matthias that there is innocence in everything, even the corrupted. matthias shows damian that you don’t have to d!e on the hill you were born on. they impact each other so much in such a small amount of time — to the point where dami often forgets matthias is really gone most days. shout out to @lottie who suggested using sufjan stevens like forever ago lmao #sixofcrows #grishaverse #matthiashelvar #BookTok shadow and bone edit fyp fanfic oc fanfiction oc insert six of crows fanfic ao3 wp helnik

#WESTOFEDEN || been thinking a lot abt ck crowdoe recently… a lot more than usual… 🌝 CHAPTER 7 OUT NOW… FINALLY 🥹 #sixofcrows #kazbrekker #grishaverse #fyp oc booktok fanfiction fanfic edit oc insert shadow and bone kanej ao3 wp