cas ᨳଓ (@casandlowell)

This is like my 2nd or 3rd try doing a #mecore edit because I felt like the last one didn’t really represent me, or well yes maybe it did in a different way, but I also wanted to put more effort and thought into it, some things about me are that I’ve always been too sensitive and I genuinely cry about pretty much anything, I used to be very resentful too but I’m learning to stop being it, I love coffee even tho it makes me super anxious and I still drink it bc idk, I love tea too but it’s not the same, I really like stories in general but more specifically the ones that make me feel, I like believing in people and I’m also trying to learn and embrace my awkwardness or something… I also cry every time I listen to Nettles by Ethel… and yeah okay, I’m also posting this tdy because apparently TikTok hates me and it didn’t let me post my ppp James edit ugh, so if this also lags I’m gonna nuke myself #moodboard #meaf #phoebebridgers #idk

Maybe the problem isn’t looking for heaven but maybe it's the fact that we aren't looking in the right place, that we don’t realize that it isn't far but it's actually here, among us; heaven is us. Maybe in the end God isn't some all knowing powerful supreme deity ruler of the universe but instead it's the love we find in one another and ourselves. Maybe when we realize that we're all the same, that we're much stronger together, maybe that's when we will finally see that after all we're all here to create heaven on earth and God out of other people. - I originally made this video for another acc but idk I felt like posting here and this will probably flop bc it’s not marauders related and bc of the hour im posting this but that’s okay bc I do it for the love of the game heh I love u guys xx #cameronwinter #moodboard #targetaudience #humans #doubleexposure

#jegulus - Well they do fall in love again and again remember guys: in every lifetime, in every one…. OKAY so obviously I had to add jegulus to the series bc who am I without them… notice how I changed from yellow to red for James and the tones are also a lot softer than they were in the other videos, yeah well it’s bc I wanted to try and express how they see each other, hence why I also added pictures of their specific features and the pet names, I also tried for the pictures to feel more familiar like u know them or smth, I’m ngl to u guys this is the video I’ve put more effort on the details so far lol I really love them, tmrw is rewind and I’m exited bc is one of my fav duos I know I always say that idc okay. I also have no mf idea who to edit to “So I” so I’m open to ideas, okay bye #regulusblack #jamespotter #starchaser :: @liz @percy ✶ @olga ੭୧ @evil lily evans @brienne 𝄞 @em (jfp’s version) @𝐙ⱺ𝖾 *ੈ𑁍 @vinny¹² @michy⭐️ @reggie @.✦ ݁˖ @sal ੈ✩‧₊˚ @ilovepandalily @mayya ⋆˚࿔ @lian ⋆˚꩜｡ @aisha ☾★ @cam (jegulus' version) @nico

#thevalkyries - GUYS we’re finally here after 5 videos 😫😫😫😫 I was so exited to post this because I love it, lily’s part scratches my brain just the right way idk why but it just does, tmrw is everting is romantic and who can guess who I’m editing 👀 I’m genuinely so exited for u guys to see it heh it’s my favorite so far I’m not kidding omg, btw yesterday I stayed up reading rit and omfg I’m genuinely losing it SO bad it makes me so sad I can’t I can’t I can’t why am I reading that. But Barty and Reg’s friendship heals me so it’s okay. I love them. So bad. #marlenemckinnon #marymcdonald #lilyevans #charlixcx :: @brienne 𝄞 @evil lily evans @em (jfp’s version) @percy ✶ @reggie @.✦ ݁˖ @𝐙ⱺ𝖾 *ੈ𑁍 @vinny¹²@sal ੈ✩‧₊˚ @liz @olga ੭୧ @ira☕️ @lian ⋆˚꩜｡ @mayya ⋆˚࿔ @michy⭐️

#siriusblack + #jamespotter - HI HELLO YES MY FAV CODEPENDANT BSFS ARE HERE, I feel like it was pretty obvious who I was gonna edit tbh like I mean “talk to me in French” (Sirius) and “talk to me in Spanish” (James) like come on guysssss, I think this one is my least fave until now idk why, I’m sorry if it looks kinda lazy it may be bc I made it like at 2am 😭 but well I think it’s fine… ALSO tmrw is FINALLY Von Dutch, who’s exited?? I AM omg I actually love that one so I’m exited to finally post it YAY, I’m also lowk missing posting sad shi… like genuinely…. but I’ll wait until I finish the series ig…. ok bye xx Special mention to @percy ✶ because he loves Sirius, I think…? Tbh in not sure… and also prongsfoot so yeah. Love u Percy 😊 also if u hate on me for the flash warning again I’m gonna jump u. #siriusblackedit #jamespotteredit #charlixcx :: @evil lily evans @reggie @liz @olga ੭୧ @brienne 𝄞 @ira☕️ @em (jfp’s version) @𝐙ⱺ𝖾 *ੈ𑁍 @vinny¹² @michy⭐️ @.✦ ݁˖ @mayya ⋆˚࿔ @sal ੈ✩‧₊˚ @ilovepandalily

#peterpettigrew - Guys this is my first time editing him I’m nervous…. I was lowk torn on who to edit to this song but then I thought of Pete and it just clicked so here we are, I also “discovered” that I higk don’t hate him and I’m lowk fond of him 😭😭 pls don’t nuke me, I also had to loop this one bc tbh I was having a hard time finding pins (special mention to @em (jfp’s version) bc half of the pins here are from her board, love u babes) but I’m quite happy with it ngl and also I was listening to Cavetown while making this and idk it feels important to mention, also the yellow is supposed to be a little bit more orange but again bc of the effects it just looks like James’ part heh…. sorry…. still like it tho, the next one is talk talk who’s exited??? 😊😊😊 I personally am yay okay bye love u guys xx (I also know this will certainly flop bc one, is Peter, and two, yesterday’s video did really well, but I’m okay with that bc I do it for the love of the game and this is lowk the most lazy of the series so far…. sorry Pete) #peterpettigrewedit #marauders #maraudersedit #charlixcx :: @evil lily evans @brienne 𝄞 @reggie @Sirius Black Akgar @liz @𝐙ⱺ𝖾 *ੈ𑁍 @vinny¹² @michy⭐️ @olga ੭୧ @.✦ ݁˖ @ilovepandalily @mayya ⋆˚࿔ @sal ੈ✩‧₊˚ @ira☕️

#remuslupin + #lilyevans - Omg my favorite bsfs are here!! Guys I can’t believe this is the first time I edit them because I love them SO bad it’s not even funny im kinda sad bc idk if I love this… also Remus’ part is supposed to be like a light blue but it just looks teal like Marls’ because of the effects sorry guys 😢 talking ab Remus, searching for his pins made my Pinterest performative male aes istg I’m not making this up guys lol he’s would be so performative, I used to know a guy who was like a combination of James and Remus and he was SO performative 😭😭 still loved him tho, tmrw is I might say smth stupid and I don’t think u guys can guess who I edited… well okay that’s all bye guys love u pls don’t let this flop or I die xx #remuslupinedit #lilyevansedit #charlixcx ::@liz @olga ੭୧ @evil lily evans @brienne 𝄞 @em (jfp’s version) @𝐙ⱺ𝖾 *ੈ𑁍 @vinny¹² @michy⭐️ @reggie @Sirius Black Akgar @.✦ ݁˖ @mayya ⋆˚࿔ @sal ੈ✩‧₊˚

#jamespotter + #marlenemckinnon - They’re like so Paul Baker and Billie to me (iykyk) Surpise (unless u saw bri’s comment) guys 🥳🥳 yes it’s a series or well, I’m planning on it being one heh, idk I just got like super motivated and I’ve been obsessing over Brat again and esp the remix version and Brat summer never ends (it’s not even summer), also just bc I love Charli, ALSO I’m highk a dumb ahh bc I had planned to edit the Valkyries to this song but then I ended up editing them to Von Dutch (by accident, don’t ask how that happened.), so I had to think on who to edit instead of them and this happened, I’m actually quite happy with it so I won’t complain but I can’t believe I was so dumb what and now I have the other one on my drafts waiting to be posted and since I’m lowk a control freak I won’t post it until it’s the turn of that song so you’ll have to wait sorry guys, also I’m personally really liking this style too and experimenting more with effects and shi but it does lowk make my head hurt lol but that’s okay bc it’s worth it, I also wanted to use Bb Trickz’s part but this one felt more editable so yeah… that means the next one is sympathy is a knife and I’ll give a cookie and a kiss to whoever guesses who I’m editing okay bye love u guys xx 😊😊 #jamespotteredit #marlenemckinnonedit #charlixcx :: @evil lily evans @brienne 𝄞 @em (jfp’s version) @Sirius Black Akgar @𝐙ⱺ𝖾 *ੈ𑁍 @vinny¹² @michy⭐️ @reggie @.✦ ݁˖ @sal (moony’s version) @mayya ⋆˚࿔ @ira☕️ @liz @olga ੭୧

#slytherins (?) - They’re so cool I wanna be their friend pls pls pls 😭😭 they live in the city and go to art school and love fanshion and go to parties where they play Charli and SOPHIE (you are SO missed queen queue So, I) and Troy UGH fomo fomo fomo, also the person who created the name “slytherin skittles” for them is genuinely my biggest opp istg because what is that name and Pandora and Barty (depends) aren’t even Slytherins 😡😡 and thanks to them I didn’t know what to put as the main hashtag 🙄, this is my petition for us to start calling them smth else pls, also sorry for putting Barty at the end so separated from the others it’s just that he didn’t fit anywhere else but it’s okay bc at least he’s there 😊, nor related but yesterday my friend texted me and told me there is a rumour that I was kidnapped apparently??? Like what??? And people are actually believing it??? and the guy who started the rumour isn’t even my friend and I don’t go to that school anymore I’m so confused what like why 😭😭😭, ok that’s it for the yap I was really exited for u guys to see this so I’m happy I’m finally posting it yay also if this flops I’m nuking myself and everyone else okay love u guys xx #dorcasmeadowes #pandorarosier #evanrosier #regulusblack oops Barty doesn’t have a hashtag either… sorry guys :: @brienne 𝄞 @evil lily evans @em (jfp’s version) @vinny¹² @michy⭐️ @reggie @.✦ ݁˖ @𝐙ⱺ𝖾 *ੈ𑁍 @Sirius Black Akgar @sal ੈ✩‧₊˚ @mayya ⋆˚࿔ @liz @ira☕️

#pandorarosier - No one really knew much about Pandora. They knew she was a Ravenclaw, that she was a very smart witch and scientist, and that she was sometimes seen with certain people. She was a very driven and smart woman, the type of person who did whatever it took to get what they wanted, and they’d do it the way they thought was right even if others didn’t. This lead her to make some morally questionable decisions, and combined with her cunning ambition, had ultimately led her to her death. She was often seen in the potions classroom experimenting, which led people to think of her as “odd.” You don’t see someone like her everyday. When people tried to speak to her, she was nice, but she spoke in a different way that caused almost no one to talk to her. She was fine with this, however, since she preferred to be alone. When the war broke out, she was recruited by both sides, but she chose neither of the them for two very simple reasons. Firstly, neither of the two sides seemed “good” to her. The Death Eaters were far too violent and discriminatory, and The Order, despite sounding like the “good side,” to her, if you looked deeper into it, it really wasn’t that good either. Second, she also had a husband and a newborn daughter whom she loved dearly. That was why she took the final decision of not being involved in the war. She’d not only lost but had also gained a lot in her lifetime, she had really loved all the people in her life; even the ones that weren’t in it by the end of it. Before she died, her last thoughts were of all these people. They do say your life flashes before you die, and for her, these flashes were of the people she had loved; of her old family, of her new family, of her beautiful daughter Luna whom she hoped would never have to experience something as horrible as a war, of people she had known in her years at school, everyone in between who had been kind enough to try and get to know her, and lastly, she thought of the people who were there with her in those cold nights in the potions classroom. People who she hadn’t talked with or spoken of in years because of how much it hurt. Now she regrets it, because she would’ve loved to at least preserve them in the memory of others. She thought of the girl with beautiful skin and one of the best witches she had ever met, whom she last heard was personally killed by Voldemort because of her skill. She thought of the one person that had been with her ever since she was born, whom she had always looked up to until he took a decision she couldn’t follow. She thought of the boy who was called crazy and mean by everyone, and how one day he’d admitted to her that he didn’t even know who he really was. Lastly, she thought of the boy with that sad look in his eyes, the one that said that he knew what was coming, like he knew what was on his destiny and had already accepted it; a look he had since she’d first met him at eleven. Pandora had always thought he was too young to have that look so she tried to change it, one time she’d almost made it, but then he got the mark and she never saw him again. She also remembers how soft he was, something he had always regarded as a weakness, but for her had been his greatest strength. Pandora remembers how she reacted when he died during a last attempt to be better, alone and cold just as he had been all of his life. She didn’t speak or eat for days. Every time Xeno would ask what was wrong, she would just look down and start crying, and he would hold her until it stopped. She had always regretted not trying harder with any of them, to make them see they had a choice outside of what they thought was their destiny. But now she finally sees one of the cruelest truths there is in life; that you can’t save those who don’t want to be saved. That is what she whispers on her last breath. #marauders #maraudersedit #pandorarosieredit ::Dedicted to @zoe² and special thanks to @brienne 𝄞 for lowk being my beta reader, sorry I can’t tag anyone else

#jamespotter - Pathological people pleaser James you mean SO much to me. Trying to post this again after yesterday’s failure… also not tagging anyone in case it fails again 😊 #marauders #jamespotteredit #maraudersedit

#marlenemckinnon - And then you wake up one day and realize that you’re not what you thought you were. That maybe your motivations and beliefs don’t lie where you thought they did. That maybe what really motivates you is envy and pride, not love and kindness. That maybe the reason you’re alone isn’t because of others but because of your own doings. That you have always molded yourself for others to like you. So, who even are you then? - I’ll try to post the james one another day bc I’m not in the mood tdy to try again, in case it fails AGAIN, so yeah posting marls instead 😊😊, love u guys xx #marlenemckinnonedit #marauders #maraudersedit #cherry :: @brienne 𝄞 @𝐙ⱺ𝖾 *ੈ𑁍 @evil lily evans @em (jfp’s version) @vinny¹² @michy⭐️ @reggie @.✦ ݁˖