Dessie Jo Sutherland (@deejay19_82)

#healing #family #love #fun #food I love my Smallz.... I am grateful to have the opportunity to grow with them in this journey.....

#baseball #gameday #family #love #strength my new to me granddaughter had a baseball game.... It means alot to our Smallz that we show up, so we showed up to cheer her and the teams on.... I'm a proud kukum 🥰😘⚾️🥎🧢 From the garden to the soccer field to the baseball field in my garden dirt feet in…

#soccer #gameday #family #powerful #love Noosim (grandson) got his day in the field, he's been waiting patiently for this day 🥰💕 ⚽️🥅😘 Showing up.... That's how its done.... They look for our faces in the crowd.... We got you my baby kukum 🥰 sure as shit I showed up with garden dirt feet in flip…

#garden #2026 #gardening #healingjourney #family time to break ground and get my dirt pod plants in.... Tomatoes (cherry and beefsteak) and cucumbers so far.... next is my onion, carrots, spinach, potatoes, peppers, sunflowers.... and my beautiful selections of flowers 💐 🥕🥔🍅🫑🥒🧄🫛 Noosim (Grandson)…

Mornings with my Smallz before the #school bus comes for them. I will always be the calm to their storms. Learning how to calm my own storms, so I can be that firm and reliable calm to their storms. Lord knows I'm ploughing through. I'm here. Showing up, where it matters most 🏡💕✨️ #home #family…

#grandpa #grandson #gardening #garden #work hard to get the job done and provide for our home.... I'm grateful for this man who steps up and makes things happen with an imagination and hardworking hands.... While also teaching our grandson the tricks of the trade 🥰🙏✨️💕🏡

#fighter #stronger #mentalhealth #healingjourney #mom I've survived the things that I thought would kill me.... They didn't.... I will do something beautiful with it....

🧘‍♀️💕✨️🙏 I'm fighting, I'm here, I'm showing up where it matters most right now.... #mentalhealth #grief #mom #fuckcancer #love

#Grandson Grandson 🥰 My noosim Baby Kukum Zander Pie has me, his mushum (grandpa) and his dad and step mom wrapped around his finger..... he wants what he wants when he wants it 🥰😘 #family #baby #love #forever

I know love like you know love..... I am a strength that is specific to my journey.... I should have crossed the veil many times throughout my life but my fight is so much more deeper rooted in my commitment to giving them something different.... Even when I feel as though I'm at the edge of that…

#adhd #cooking not my best moose roast.... But I like the flavor and crunch of overcooked roast 🧘‍♀️😆🥰😘👌😋 we will rise from the ashes... but the burn must come first.... for that baby, we have to be courageous 🫠😆🥰 #bekind #food #foodtiktok

#gardening #lifelessons #healingjourney #mentalhealth #healthy growing a garden requires patience and trusting the process.... much like my life.... healing growing, learning, patience, trusting the process.... Water my garden, love my garden, work on what needs work, be gentle and know that…

#storm #strong #lifelessons #mentalhealth #healingjourney Creator makes no mistakes..... He would not bring something to us if he didnt think we could get theough it.... We get so distracted by peripherals that we forget how strong we truly are.... I will not fold.... 💕🫂✨️🙏

#garden #plants #healthyfood #blessings #mentalhealth RISE, My Babies, RISE!! Beautiful Thing About This Is That I Heal Parts Of Me, By Trusting The Process And Practicing Patience..... It Will Come To Pass With Commitment, Proper Care and Attention....

#love #lovestory #forever #soulmate #blessed to find the one that you want to spend the rest of your life with.... someone who's walked through fire with you and stays even when it gets really rough.... Thats My Person... My Safe Space.... Home is in these arms.... 🥰🫂✨️❤️

Yesterday was a sh*t show for #mentalhealth but I ploughed through and was grateful to have the opportunity to melt in a safe space at Wellbriety.... Comfort food and early bedtime then slept in and woke up with a new energy.... Friday is for EMDR #therapy with my therapist.... I'm committed to…

#workout #health #healingjourney #mentalhealth #weightloss the most powerful women in the room are the ones reminding other women that they belong there too... let's get it! 6x 😘

#garden #gardening #healthyfood #gardentherapy #mentalhealth prepping for my garden.... We extend our garden this year and include more vegetables 🥰 I bring a vision forward and my love helps me bring it to life 🥰🫂✨️

even on those days that I JUST DON'T WANT TO..... is exactly when I should.... #healingjourney #mentalhealth #workout #health #strongwomen

#weightloss #mentalhealth #health #workout #healingjourney let's get it! go do the thing! again again again 😘✨️💕

#weightloss #healingjourney #mentalhealth #workout #health let's get it!! go do the thing... again again.... when my heart is heavy and my mind is a mess.... Late night workouts, when everyone is asleep.... Just me, my music and this workout.... 😘

#grandson had the camera all to himself for his #selfie photo shoot.... My #heart My #family #powerful healing energies in those eyes 🥰🫂💕🙏✨️

#workout #weightloss #mentalhealth #strongwomen #healingjourney let's get it!! go do the thing again 😘

#workout #weightloss looks like this for me.... #weightlosscheck #health #healing from 350lbs to 198lbs.... then grief set in and then I went back to 270lbs.... then down to 261lbs.... then 259lbs.... aim? 190lbs.... Watch me own this sh*t.....

#advocate #voice #powerful #women #strongwomen I learned the hard way that I am stronger than I think. I walk into my storms unafraid. I'm not scared of darkness. I was molded by my own darkness. It was never what I did, it was always going to be why. Noone stopped to ask me why. so I showed them.

#strongwomen #traditional #healingjourney #dress #nativetiktok

#movie #datenight #familytime #familyfun #healingjourney

#strongwomen #strong #traditional #healing #lovelanguage another day another dress made with love and healing journey vibes ✨️ 💖

#women #traditional #dress #loveyourself #healing imagine coming home and pulling out the sewing machine to make a ribbon skirt in less than 4hours.... Yes I do things like this and I do it with passionate energy ✨️ 💕🥰

#strongwomen #strong #mother #badass #woman.... We were lightning before the thunder ⛈️ ♥️ Never underestimate the power of healing....