Kenisha - Waylynn👼 Wyatt🌈 (@kenishaquigs)

I know this post may be hard or triggering for other loss moms who follow me. I understand if you need to take a break from my content! Our angel baby Waylynn sent us a baby sister due April 2026💜 We never thought we would get pregnant naturally so I know this was a gift from our girl. Pregnancy after loss is terrifying. I am so incredibly thankful to be carrying a healthy baby girl but it’s been a roller coaster of emotions since finding out. Postpartum, pregnancy and grief brain is no freaking joke! #pregnancyafterloss #bereavedmother #pregnancyafterlosssupport #YouAreNotAlone #heavensangel

This is the story of how we got our Waylynn girl 🤍🪽 During October I want our girl remembered and spoken about! #pregnancyandinfantlossawareness #heavensangel #griefjourney #berevedparents #ivflossmama

My therapy office had several stations to sit and dedicate to our babies. It was so beautiful and also so gut wrenching. #pregnancyandinfantlossawareness #waveoflight #grievingparents #lossparents #girlmom

Had to wear all PAIL gear to honor our Waylynn girl tonight 🤍🪽 #pregnancyandinfantlossawareness #waveoflight #InfantLossAwareness #grievingparents #lossmom

Going to Wave of Light at my therapist office tonight #pregnancyandinfantlossawareness #waveoflight #GrievingMother #InfantLossAwareness #girlmom

There are some things your heart is never ready to face. I thought I knew what happened to my daughter, but finally reading her death certificate brought a whole new kind of heartbreak. A piece of paper that explains how her life ended, when all I ever wanted was a lifetime of watching her live. I miss you every second, Waylynn Jean. 🕯️🤍 #pregnancyandinfantlossawareness #InfantLossAwareness #GrievingMother #ForeverMyDaughter #ForeverMyBaby

I love these candles from SAGE AND SARA 🕯️🪽 #PregnancyAndInfantLoss #pregnancyandinfantlossawareness #LifeAfterLoss #GrievingMother #HealingThroughGrief

The hardest part of this life is knowing that if things had gone differently, I might not have the little girl in my arms today. But I would give anything to have both of my daughters here. I will never believe that losing Waylynn was worth gaining Wyatt. One daughter didn’t replace the other. My heart will forever ache for one while overflowing with love for the other. 🤍🪽 #PregnancyAndInfantLoss #GriefAndJoy #MotherOfTwo #LifeAfterLoss #WaylynnAndWyatt

Mama don’t play when it comes to her babies #pregnancyandinfantlossawareness #GrievingMother #girlmom #ForeverMyBaby #InfantLossAwareness

A little bit hurt? More like forever changed. But I’m learning that I can carry the grief of losing Waylynn and still find beauty in the life I’m living. I’ll never be the woman I was before, but I’m slowly learning how to be this version of me. A mother who is both heartbroken and grateful. Who misses one daughter while making memories with another. 🤍🪽 #GriefJourney #LifeAfterLoss #InfantLoss #HealingThroughGrief #pregnancyandinfantlossawareness

They say I’m glowing, but they don’t see what goes on inside my mind. A thousand memories, a million what-ifs, and a lifetime of missing my daughter. My mind never stops wondering who Waylynn would be today or what our life would look like if she were still here. I may look happy on the outside, but there will always be a part of me searching for her in everything. 🤍🪽 #PregnancyAndInfantLoss #GrievingMother #ForeverMyBaby #InfantLossAwareness #WaylynnJean

Mothering one daughter in Heaven and one here on Earth. 🤍 I hope they both know I’m doing my best and that they are loved beyond measure. Forever their mama. 🪽🤍 #PregnancyAndInfantLossAwareness #LossMama #GriefAndJoy #ForeverTheirMama #MotheringBothSidesOfHeaven

Pregnancy & Infant Loss Awareness Month is an awareness I wish I knew nothing about. 🤍 I should be filling albums with new memories of you—watching you grow, capturing your firsts, and seeing who you would become. Instead, I find myself looking through the same precious memories over and over, wishing there were more pages to turn. There will never be enough pictures, enough memories, or enough time. But there will always be enough love. Forever remembering and loving you, Waylynn Jean. 🪽🤍 #PregnancyAndInfantLossAwareness #PAILAwareness #InfantLoss #RememberingWaylynn #ForeverMyDaughter

My second #PregnancyAndInfantLossAwareness haul is from @Alexandra & Wells 🩷🩵

I hate that this is how I have to honor my daughter in October. I hate that I’m putting up a Pregnancy & Infant Loss Awareness flag instead of picking out her Halloween costume. I hate that I’m decorating in pink and blue for awareness instead of watching her experience fall, pumpkins, and trick-or-treating with us. I hate that her name is something I have to make sure the world remembers instead of a name I get to call from the other room. I will always honor you, Waylynn. I will always say your name. I just wish more than anything that I didn’t have to honor you this way. 🪽🤍 #PregnancyAndInfantLossAwareness #PregnancyLossAwareness #InfantLoss #RememberingWaylynn

#pregnancyandinfantlossawarenessmonth I knew her name would be there, but finding it still took my breath away. 🤍 Among all these names is my daughter. My Waylynn Jean. 🪽 Every name represents a baby who is deeply loved, forever missed, and should still be here. I’ll spend the rest of my life saying your name and making sure the world remembers you. 🤍 #PregnancyAndInfantLossAwareness #InfantLoss #BabyLossAwareness #SayTheirName @Marianne•The Sunny Hunny Shop

My @Marianne•The Sunny Hunny Shop haul for #pregnancyandinfantlossawarenessmonth

#ProtectOurDaughters #GirlMom #MamaBear #LossMama #ForMyDaughters

Grief didn’t leave. I just learned how to carry it while I kept living. I will miss you for every breath I have left, Waylynn. 🤍🪽 #Babyloss #GriefJourney #LossMama #ChildLoss #LifeAfterLoss

Like it was all so traumatic that your mind disconnected from it somehow. I know it happened. I know I lived through it. But sometimes, when I think about losing my daughter, it feels like I’m remembering someone else’s life instead of my own. Like my brain still can’t fully comprehend that that was me. That happened to me. Please tell me I’m not the only one who feels this way. 💔 #LossMama #BabyLossAwareness #ChildLoss #GriefJourney #GriefTok

Saturdays are for buggy rides, backroads & good company 🤠🍻🤎 #SXSRide #CountryLife #BackroadTherapy #GoodFriends #SmallTownLife

When a black and blue butterfly shows up I just know it’s Waylynn. We were sitting in the barn and this one flew in 🦋 #SignsFromHeaven #ButterflyFromHeaven #SignsFromLovedOnes #BabyLoss #InfantLoss

POV: You learn that grief and joy can coexist. You can laugh. You can dance. You can have beautiful moments. And still miss her with every piece of you. 🤍

Once I realized we had to decide between a urn or casket I immediately knew I wanted an urn. Caskets shouldn’t ever be that small and I didn’t want to ever see one that small. I wanted Waylynn with us. I didn’t want to have to visit a plot I wanted to be able to visit her everyday. And when the time comes I want her laid to rest with her dad or I. #girlmamax2🎀 #pregnancyandinfantloassawareness #babylossawareness #griefjourney #griefafterbabyloss

The relationship you have with my daughter when she’s older will be a reflection of the effort you made while she was little. #girlmamax2🎀 #babyafterloss #daughterandmom #settingboundaries #daughtergoals

The hardest part about looking happy again is people thinking you must be “doing better.” I am happy. But I’m also still a mom who wakes up every day missing her daughter. Both can be true. 🤍 #pregnancyandinfantloassawareness #girlmamax2🎀 #babyafterloss #griefjourney #babylossawareness

We had our monthly family dinner and it was also my husbands birthday. I happen to look up and see this butterfly on the INSIDE flying around while cooking. I know it was Waylynn coming to join. Eventually the butterfly flew to the door and was able to to open the door and let it out. I truly felt it was Waylynn saying hello to everyone and then saying ok mama I gotta go 🤍 🦋 Missing you extra baby girl ❤️‍🩹 #pregnancyandinfantloassawareness #girlmamax2🎀 #babyafterloss #griefjourney #babylossawareness

CarlieCustoms on Etsy! She is a local KC artist ❤️💛 This turned out perfect and I can’t wait to get it hung by Waylynn’s cabinet!

Happy birthday to the best husband and dada around! 🤍 We are so incredibly lucky to have you in our lives. You are the best provider, protector, and partner we could ever ask for. Thank you for always working so hard for our family, for keeping us safe, and for loving us the way you do. Watching you be a dad is one of my favorite things, and I’m so grateful I get to do this life with you. We love you more than you know and hope you feel extra loved today. 🥹🤍 Happy birthday, Jeff! We love you! 🎉

In a way losing Waylynn did kill me. It killed a part of me I will never get back. I miss her every single day. But the days get a lot less heavy. #pregnancyandinfantloassawareness #girlmamax2🎀 #babyafterloss #griefjourney #griefafterbabyloss