mingis husband (real) (@kittynki)

— it’s too cold for you here — Please notice how his eye shined at the fourth clip after intro!! It made me absolutely soft:( Ahh I wasn’t supposed to use this sound at first. But thinking about how this edit is full of my favourite things makes it one of my personal favourites:) Turbulence Mingi is seriously something I love to edit. Sweater Weather reminds me of him so much. ??: Thinking how I name him ,,my blue” feels so magical, while thinking of him, and listening to this song. Since blue is from cold colours pallet. Associated with sadness. What I think, is not true at all. Since, my blue makes me the warmest than anyone could. Thinking also how I’ve met him when he had red hair, in Wonderland when he was surrounded by fire. And now he’s blue and I speak of his voice as water. Is making me, actually shocked. But I think it also shows how I never even could imagine, how much actually he’s gonna mean to me. I always knew, he’s the right person to bring me everything that’s good. Especially, when I’ve found out after 3 years. That the person for who I was searching for some months because of one, silly picture on other app. Is the same one, who amazed me in the fire. The person who’s not going to let cold nights, days or thoughts be as cold they could be. He’s just making?? Everything better. I never even expected someone, to be as much important to me as Mingi is. And however it sounds, I would actually like to thank him for being this way to me. #kittynki #ateez #atiny #stanateez #stanateezstantalent #mingi #songmingi #mingiateez #loml

— and I promise you it’s worth it. To show’em everything you kept inside. Don’t hide. — So I hope everyone actually watched the live. That was another touching from the person who holds me in his hug. There’s so,so, so much I want to say about what he did. About him. About what me as well. ??: I seriously, just can’t realize what happened during that live. Knowing how much he was mistreated as musician, dancer, and person. During all of his career, and after all of that. After him saying he prefers to keep emotions inside, the all times where he said he’s nervous. He still succeeded, to fight all of the worries pushing him away from what he deserves to do. Keeping all the promises he made for actually, himself. Since none of us would blame or nag him to keep it, that’s the true. But he made it so special. And saying that he’s thankful for support because it did help him. I still have in mind when his words were ,,atiny helps me become better person” not better version of himself, but a whole person. I think it is really visible to say that he’s doing, he did, and will do amazing, to get his person as one amazing as well. It takes time, I say that all the time but he’s the example why ,,late” doesn’t exist in time. Thinking about his thoughts, actually. How he made sure to be the only light there. Without anything more planned, than the song and time. I think it also shows how much it meant if he wanted to be sure to get attention, only on his actual light. On the as talkative as rhythmic heart. The way he said that lyrics are his latest thoughts. Is something so brave, and pure. Talking about things kept inside is something beautiful. Especially through art. I always found the biggest comfort in that. Especially music. It can show so much considering voice tones, effects, instrumentals, or even hidden vocals. So where else I would can find as much feelings than in person who not only does that, but is a Song himself. His lyrics were so relatable. It somehow hurts, however it sounds. But seeing how much stuff he wrote, in such a beautiful way. But with such a pain actually. Seriously seems relatable to me. (1) #kittynki #ateez #atiny #mingi #songmingi #mingiateez

— I need to start doing actual edits again with new sounds, but there is so many clips that I would like to show just like that, and this is one of them! One of my biggest comfort ones 💙 I have a rough time lately, so I focused more on myself today. And! It was a good day, I made a lil post for Mingi on insta, and. I would like to just thank him for helping me. There were marked small things like, trying new food. Fav colour change from black and blue to blue in 100%. Fav season change from winter to autumn. Change from ,,I hate myself” to ,,I appreciate myself”. ,,What would people think” to ,,What I think”. ,,I’m too lazy” to ,,It’s taking time”. and, ,,Lost In The Moment” is not my most relatable song anymore. Like, these are really not big changes. For now. Since there is still a long time journey in front of me, to become a person who in my eyes is loveable. But with him it goes a lot easier. A lot easier, since he made me finally express myself, quite well. Even if I’m nervous right now about things, he makes the worries not worrying anymore. I mean, I just made vent yesterday. But after thinking about it with a clear mind, after focusing on me, and him by chance as well. Made me scared much less, since there was a lot ups and downs. And he still makes me do/change/feel things as new, as for the first time. If I’m drawing, listening to music, watching something that reminds me of him, watching him. It’s just making me think ,,Nat, are you even capable at this point to not feel anything again? Towards him, or other members, or your friends and things you enjoy”. (Nat is my name btw nice to meet y’all). And the answer is - No. I don’t think I am. It makes me relieved, makes me comfortable and not that nervous anymore:) I feel safe #kittynki #ateez #atiny #stanateez #stanateezstantalent #mingi #songmingi #mingiateez #loml

Happy 8 years of 8m1t!!!! Ateez I love you forever and ever!!!!!! 💙 #kittynki #ateez #ateezedit #atiny #ateezedits

It’s the way lore Yunho has an entry about this #kittynki #ateez #mingi #yunho #yungi

7 years with my pretty boy that’s CRAZZZZYY I love him the most #kittynki #ateez #mingi #mingiedit #songmingi

happy 4 years to me and my mama!!!!!!!!! @nali #kittynki #ateez #mingi #seonghwa #ateezedit

my baby rockstar forever #kittynki #mingi #ateez #mingiedit #songmingi

did you know that in the clip from buzfeed vid he’s smiling at my art !!!!!!!!! #kittynki #mingi #ateez #mingiedit #songmingi

WOLFGI LOVERS RIIIISEEEEEEEE #kittynki #mingi #ateez #mingiedit #songmingi

happy belated birthday to me, it was singlehandly the saddest day this year #kittynki #mingi

happy birthday to the most loveable boy ever 💙 #kittynki #ateez #mingi #mingiedit #songmingi

For the love of god Seonghwa MOVE #kittynki #ateez #mingi #seonghwa #ateezedit

#kittynki #ateez #mingi

work taking away my will to live and ability to edit goodbye #kittynki #ateez #mingi #songmingi #mingiedit

I really wanted to post my art here but never had a chance and this trend was lowkey perfect #kittynki #ateez #mingi #yunho #ateezedit

tried to keep my eyes closed #mingi #kittynki #ateez #songmingi #mingiedit

rip ren honjo you would love #MINGI #kittynki #ateez #songmingi #mingiedit

throwing this into the wind but want literally won’t leave my head and so does mingi!!!!! #kittynki #ateez #mingi #songmingi #mingiedit

guess who saw ateez on sunday:( #kittynki #ateez #ateezedit #8makes1team #ateezot8

they had no KQ was gonna play in their face #kittynki #ateez #ateezedit #8makes1team #ateezot8

throwing this into the wind #kittynki #ateez #mingi #songmingi #mingiedit

This lowkey sucks I’ll remake this one day #kittynki #ateez #seonghwa #parkseonghwa #seonghwaedit

OHHHH YUNGI #kittynki #ateez #yunho #mingi #ateezedit

happy birthday to the purest person in the history, I hope all good things find their way to him #kittynki #ateez #yeosang #kangyeosang #yeosangedit

More from my insta ! #kittynki #ateez #mingi #mingiedit #songmingi

This is a scrap but I don’t have anything else atm #kittynki #yunho #jeongyunho #yunhoedit #ateez

This looked better at 3 am but it’s one of my fav songs of all time so #kittynki #mingi #songmingi #mingiedit #ateez

man:( #kittynki #mingi #songmingi #mingiedit #ateez

for @Fixondoll ⋆.ᐟ 💙 #kittynki #mingi #songmingi #mingiedit #ateez