nina (@littldear)

I wan be a Bimbo dol #asa #asamitaka #denjichainsawman #denji #denjichainsawman #asaden #asadenji #asamitakaedit #denjiedit #chainsawman #csm #chainsawmanedit

I would cry. I would cry. Cry myself to sleep knowing I’m never good enough, no matter how hard I try no matter what I do she will never love me back. After everything I’ve tried she won’t love me, because I’m not good enough. I’m not strong I’m not smart I’m not good looking. There’s other guys better then me in every way possible, I will still try but deep down inside I know I don’t have a shot, even if I stay by her side and treat her better then I treat myself she will never love me back. She will complain about guys and say there is no one meant for her. I’ll still be sitting there waiting for my turn, then one day she will start talking to me differently. Is she liking me? I will be thinking. I will revert back to my old ways. Thinking that she loves me and developing hope again. She will start talking to me daily, I try to mask my true feelings but I can’t. Look me dead in the eye you see a hopeful kid, after a while I will confess to her. Saying I love her and want to be by her side, she knows how desperate I am from past conversations, how anyone works even if they don’t give two shits about me. I look her in the eyes on the verge of crying, is this a bad idea? Will she ever love me? I think to myself, then she runs over and hugs me. She pulls me in her arms and holds me tight, I get flustered because this is the first time anyone has held me like this. I’ll wrap my arms around her and start to tear up, she holds me while saying how much she loves me, she brushes my hair and says, I love you. Such simple words leave such an impact on me, I’ve never felt this love before, my mother has never held me while saying she loves me. I still love my mother don’t get me wrong but this is special, out of everyone, athletic smart strong. She picked me, maybe I am good enough? I think to myself. I look up to her, tears running down my face as I lock eyes with her, her beautiful brown eyes. I lock with them as I cry a little harder, she holds me and laughs slightly. She looks down at me and says, you are all messy, let’s get you fixed up. She takes me hand and we go to her house, she smiles and looks at me. Hop in the shower, I’ll make us some food. I hop in the shower and stand there as water runs down my face, is this a dream? I think to myself as I stand there, I hear knocking on the door which snaps me back into reality. I glance over and hear her voice, hey is everything alright? I sit there for a minute on the verge of breaking down. Y-Ya I’m fine. stutter out. Ok well hurry up dinners getting cold, I jump out of the shower and get changed walk out and take a seat at the table, I look up and see her, her amazing black hair with blond tips, her beautiful eyes and face. I blush a little bit as I start eating, we eat and talk and having a great time. After she takes my hand and smiles. Wear this, she takes out blindfold and puts it on me, she leads me somewhere, I feel a blanket over me then something warm pressed against my body. She takes off the blindfold and look up to see her, we are in her bed, she is holding me in her arms as I rest on her chest. She moves down and kisses me as she whispers. Your good enough, I feel a chill shoot through my body, a tear runs down my face as she says, I love you, everything about you is amazing, I’ve known you liked me for a while but only know I’ve realized how good you are. I love you and always will, I want to hold you when you are sad. Laugh with you when your happy, I want you to be mine forever. She turns off the light and rest her head on mine. I stay there in her arms as I fall asleep. A loud alarm goes off. I jump out of bed and rub my eyes. I look around nothing I’m in my bedroom. I sigh as I look at the ground in defeat, I mutter to myself as I get out of bed and prepare for school. I need to stop dreaming. #chainsawman #csm #chainsawmanedit #csmedit #rezexdenji

trigger warning lowkey But holy toxic yaoi😂😂 #yaoi #haradaedit #colorrecipe #haradaゴルフ #yaoimpreg

lazy Ass edit #hutao #hutaogenshinimpact #genshinimpact #genshinedit #hutaoedit

this has been sitting in my Archived adits so its not very Good but 🙂 #bleood

are you open to using physical closeness to compensate for emotional detachment, to get the satisfaction of external companionship without having to do the work of connecting on an internal and emotional level? #csm #csmedit #chainsawman #chainsawmanedit #reze

I <3 seals 🦭 #bleood

not a ship edit but its oke #souhiyori #shintsukimi #yourturntodiedeathgamebymajority #yttd #yttdedit art creds: @/zhuhlya_art on twt

Lemme tell you this, what do you think of when I say “Great Animated Show” A few things might pop up in your mind like Steven Universe or Spongebob, well the greatest animated show of all time, and is probably the greatest show period is MLP. The characters are so deep and the stories span out generations for the past 30 years. The writing is the greatest of all time, never in the past 2,000 years have we had writing as good as this. Every single episode of this show is great, there are no bad episodes, every episode is exceptional! You might think there are other good shows like breaking bad, and if you think that any shows are better than MLP. Your opinion is wrong. I think that every single human being should be turned into a pony and follow the ways of friendship and magic. And get rid of that horrible stuff like “South Park,” MLP is the best show bar none. The fanbase is also amazing, there has never been more artists creating so much great content and art that is the modern Picassos. If you dislike this show, I’m sorry but you are a pig, and should be gassed and should be enforced the way of friendship! I will become the world leader and establish enforced friendship and enforced pony bodies. If you do not agree with me, I will have you get sent to the friendship camps that will teach you friendship wether you like it or not! This is more than a show, THIS IS A MOVEMENT! BROHOOF! @lilah #mylittlepony #mlp #mlpedit #mylittleponyedit #rainbowdash

I miss seeing this clip everywhere in 2021 anyways did you know that everything in life is fleeting. Your happiness that you experience is fleeting. The satisfaction you experience is fleeting. The breaths you take turn ragged and eventually, they stop. If one were to question this nature, they might bring into example seemingly permanent things, such as existence itself, not the existence of any one thing, but rather the existence of everything. And too an extent, they are right in some modalities, but in reality, existence itself is fleeting. At some point, the last human will breath their last breath, the sun will burn out, the solar systems will collapse along with the black holes, until finally, the final dwarf star explodes in a magnificent supernova, ushering in eons of... nothing. But even in this cold nothingness there technically is existence, existence of nothing. Eventually there will be a Big Bang once again and the cycle repeats but in those brief recessions there will be nothing, and even though in technicality there is existence of nothing, one could make the argument this existence is void and meaningless, and without the rights to be called existence. But throughout this entire meaningless cycle in which everything is connected including us to the dark matter coursing in between galaxies, there is one single constant that one must consider in times like this, and that is that in every being that exists, in every sentient organism in the theoretical infinite galaxies among the universe, including our own human race, not a single fucking person asked #d4dj #d4djグルミク #d4djmeme #d4djfirstmix

This is a remake of an edit I made in 2022 that’s why the quality is kinda ahh #csm #chainsawman #chainsawmanedit #csmedit #csmanime