n (@noahsosoup)

💭💭🫧 # . helo dada little birdie told me you like beabadoobee can i BEA the one you DOO in BEEDDD wink sory just kidding i knew that long long time hey rememebr tje day we first meeted i rememebrr perfectly i was in japantown at market having nice time and you were in chinatown eating noodles and i lost service in the store and stuff and god i kept thinking about you if you would ghost me when i got back if you were a nice guy if we would be best friends and now look at us aw wink boyfriends boyfriends:))) 11 days in and i bubble you more than anything in the world but yea i remember we talked so much the day we first met omg like and you gave squishy asmr and i liked so much and i had a really good milkshake that day so i do belive the day we met was the best day of my life i hope you know you genuinely omg its about to be 2am yoknow when i see the number 2 i i think of you because 2 is my lucky number and every time i see the number 2 i think of me + you = 2 and yes and im so lucky to have you anyway yeah you are my whole world julian i really mean that everything you say or do the smallest things even a goodmorning even an i love you even when youre being all cheesey or all serious with me it affects everything in my day in my week ive never felt tjis way for anyone but yeah i see you everywhere in every lyric of every song i listen to i somehow connect it to you i find you in the words i read while studying english to speak better for you i see you in the trees because your favorite color is dark green i find you when im hungry because god i want that cake and sausage prank sorry i find you when im sleepy because i know you'd either tell me to go sleep and send me off to bed or beg me to stay up i find you when im upset because i know you'd say the sweetest kindest words ever i find you when im struggling with schoolworkbecause i know you'd offer to help or motivate me to do it i find you when im nervous knowing you'd say "just imagine me there cheering you on" and god i hate how that works and the list goes on and on i could speak about you forever is my point i you mean everything to me julian i mean ur likey everything ive ever wished for and im so thankful we found eachother because if we didn't i do not know id be doing id probably be like dead hi im writing from pe now i ran a 9 minute mile an i thought of you for motivation mm like srly evry single step of that run i was just running straight to you in my mind an it made me push thru even when my legs were completely dying and honestly now that im sitting here on the floor by gym catching my breath i can't stop thinking of you like everyjinbg just leads right back to you like an whhnrvrer i look down at my phone and see ur name pop up my whole heart does this crazy boom and no matter how bad or stressful my day is goingliterally just seeing ur notif on my screen fixes evrything instantly like how did i get this lucky :(( ? i swear i must have done sometjinh insanely good in a past life to deserve having you in mine i catch myself zoning out during class all the time jus thinking of our conversations an and the cute little things you say that make me blush so hard i have to hide my face and honestly even when we not talking ur still completely occupying my mind 24/7 like u live in my head and i never want you to leave i keep finding myself humming random songs and imagining us just cuddling making stupid jokes an an kissing an doing absolutely nothing together because as long as it's with you literally anything is the best time ever u make me feel so safe and so cared for in a way nobody else ever has and i just want to keep making u as happy i swear i just want to be at ur service for life and just just makey u proud of me forever :(( i bubble u all the way to the milky way and back mm i want milk now #fyp #keonhyeon #cortis #ilovemybfsomuch #mlm @໊

bf does tjis makes me so mmmph i miss dada he sleeping :// #fyp #keonho #relatable #cortis #ilovemybfsomuch