ken (@ryansfav1)

woo they cute #fyp #elianakalogeras #noahrisling #notmyedit #CityTasteTest @carlos hi baby ik you're sleeping but its okay im still gonna post you. im so sorry i feel like every time you come online my lazy ass is always sleeping i feel so bad im sorry. i don't know why you're with me when you deserve so much but im forever grateful i was the one you chose for some reason. you are the reason im still here, no matter how shitty everyday is for me you never fail to put a smile on my face and make me happy. you are my dopamine and you are what makes me happy. i knew you were super sweet the second i met you and yk i tried my hardest to be there for you even when we were just friends so i hope that showed you how much i care about you, and how much i value you're feelingfs, thoughts, emotions, etc. i want you know i love you endlessly regardless of what you tried to do, i still love you the same. i got really worried when i got that text but im so glad you're okay pinky promise you won't try again my love please. i hope yk talking to you is genuinely the highlight of my day, you are so adorable i absolutely love talking to you. i feel like a fucking bother like dude i am always saying bs like imy and shi like that and im sorry for always blowing up your phone i just love you okay? no matter what happens always know how proud i am of you and know that im always hoping for the best for you. you aren't just my perfect boyfriend, you're my bestfriend. you're the reason I p haven't deactivated yet and you're the reason im still fucking alive for gods sake. i could come home from school and not wanna be here and whenever we talk those thoughts go away, you're special. you have something in you that i haven't seen in anyone else. no matter what we're talking about i just enjoy your presence i love all the nicknames i love everything about you baby. i hope yk me constantly checking up on you isn't annoying to me, i want and need to make sure you're okay. it breaks my heart when i see sad reposts as much as i get you and understand you car, if you were to ever leave this world i truly don't know what i would do without you. the thought of losing you !makes my stomach hurt so PLEASE don't do that to me babyboy. ughhh i miss you sm rn okay omg. i hope sometime soon you aren't as busy and we can talk more and stuff but i understand baby so its okay. im really tired so im gonna gts but i love you to the moon and back baby, sleep soso good ❤

#RYAN || aye congrats on 160k 🙏 || #blowup #CityTasteTest #unflopme #fyp @Ryan ♱

#RYAN || song fits him i think || #blowup #CityTasteTest #unflopme #fyp @Ryan ♱

#RYAN || i don't think i like ts oh my || #fyp #CityTasteTest #unflopme #blowthisup @Ryan ♱

#RYAN || idk if i like this or not || #blowup #CityTasteTest #unflopme #fyp @Ryan ♱

#RYAN || ew i don't wanna go to school it's deadass pouring. || #CityTasteTest #fyp #blowup #unflopme @Ryan ♱

#RYAN || congrats on 150k you aren't niche anym 💔 || #CityTasteTest #blowup #unflopme #fyp @Ryan ♱

#RYAN || mb for freaky edit 🌚 || #fyp #blowup #CityTasteTest #ryanedit @Ryan ♱

#CHRIS + #MADI || i miss them dude || #fyp #chrissturniolo #blowup @carlos baby omg. i missed you soso much okay? im gonna try and make this way better than the other one. the second we got closer dude i don't even know how to explain it. smth in my heart sparked. i felt smth that i haven't felt in 2.5-3 months now. i didn't think i could fall in love ever again but here i am. no matter what we're talking about i love it. you are genuinely so special and you mean literally everything to me. i promised myself i couldn't fall in love after my ex left this world, but this was one of the things that he wanted, and that was to find smb who made me happy and that's you car. you can not answer me for like one minute and my pathetic ass is already missing you. you understand me so much and i feel like i can talk to you about anything. you're genuinely adorable and i always let you win the i love you more game because i don't want to upset you baby but we both know i love you more hehe. they are so us okay they weren't casual and i hope we aren't either. you're the only person pinned, the only one i answer the second you text. you're the one i love, the one that makes me happy. i hope you realize i most of the time am sad and stuff and nobody has ever made me feel better but you do. i think that's what's so special about you. i have so much love for you and i hope yk that. i hope yk if you feel like nobody wants to talk to you, i always do. if you feel like ppl are upset at you, know i could never be, just know i truly do love you. not just as a person but you're genuinely so wonderful i don't know how to explain it you're just perfect in every way. im gonna end it here because i miss you and i think its been 5 mins and i don't want you to get off or else im gonna go crazy because i miss you. okay bye baby i love you so much

#RYAN || ion like this at all but oh well || #fyp #unflopme #blowup #ryanedit @Ryan ♱

#RYAN || tried smt different idk || #blowup #fyp #unflopme #ryanedit @Ryan ♱

#RYAN || follow back soon hopefully?? || #fyp #blowup #unflopme #ryanedit @Ryan ♱

#CHRIS +#MADDIE :: dude they were adorable ts wasn't casual :: #fyp #sturniolotriplets #unflopme @carlos okay hii my car yes okay. so i edited this when i got home but i got the idea and started it at school wow. ik you're going thru so much rn, i want you to know im proud of you. if you ever think you aren't enough i promise you are always more than enough for me. this is so us okay and i want you to know you mean sosos much to me. again ik you're in a bad spot and you probably js want to push everyone away i get that, i do that too. however, i want to be there for you okay?? every second we are talking im happy, you're so funny, incredibly sweet, and i feel like its so easy to talk to you. you're genuinely the only person on here that i feel understands me and like i enjoy talking to. every second you aren't talking with me im sad because you make me happy you really do. im glad i asked to byf honestly i was scared cus im not a mod acc but im so glad you followed back and im so glad we got close in this short amount of time. words are never gonna describe how amazing of a person you are to me. i genuinely love coming home to see that you texted and everything like you are so special car you really are. you remind me so much of smb that i lost recently and it makes me feel comfortable around you and i see him in you sm it makes me so happy to see. i really hope you come online soon i miss you sm. okay bye i love you