Luther (@soyjakoff)

Im really excited yet dissatisfied. My heart is pounding in its chest. Ugggghh. Im really tired. Didn’t do much today. Im seeing things more frequently, I’m kind of scared to close my eyes. I want to punch the figures and hug them and cower in fear because of them. Fuck man. WHEN DID I BECOME…

Old video but I dwell on it often Found this fella on a trail. Already dead. Of course, no one had noticed it. But Every living thing deserves burial and recognition of its life. I’m terribly sad. “Why are you so sad over a hornet? They’re evil.” Hate this argument. It didn’t have the same sense…

Wow, I went outside today. Yup. I know. Crazy. Wow Luther, you’ve really outdone yourself. Thanks. Met some nice people today. Still hard for me to go outside and interact. Was pretty out though. The bird skeleton saddened me. Beautiful but sad. Poor thing. I wonder what happened. Regardless…

Pre “meltdown” A lot happened there. Not my place to speak about so I won’t go into detail. But hateful people gathered here. I understand it but sometimes I wish I didn’t. I despise them. Really, really, despise them. Humans are weird when it comes to territory. I guess I get it. Though it’s…

Obligation is a pain. I make mug cakes a lot. They’re pretty tasty. If anyone wants the recipe I’ll tell.

It was terrible in there My thoughts and visions are real regardless if they are to you or not. I don’t need sympathy. Frankly, I don’t need anything. I am my own divine being and self. That being said I am very lonely.

#Love #uglycolors

Doing things like this helps bring me back inside, to grounded reality. It was kind of uncomfortable and the wax was hard to wash off but sometimes you have to do things that make you uncomfortable in order to feel something more. Better to get used to it sooner rather than later, build up…

Me and my girlfriend, my everything #iloveyou #ilovemygf #ilmgf

I put the wrong template first slide ignore that 😭 || Was debating between seal and hamster but either work ❤️ #fyp #ilovemygf #iloveyou