Dell Vans (@dellvansauthor)

There is an exception to every rule! It doesn’t mean what I thought it meant. I don’t really blame myself for this one though, because exceptions are generally made for personally reasons. #excempt #exceptions #leaders #neurodivergent #nowyouknow

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#chronicillness #advice #mcas #skinproblems #help

Get used to this being on my face. lol. Cuz I’m out of bandaids and my give a damn is busted. #healing #mcas #chronicillness #earlychildhoodeducation

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This was a hard one to find in my drafts. 😮‍💨 I’m sharing it, so people see what chronically ill people look like behind closed doors. 🚪 I am the bubbliest bitch you’ll meet, and I’m also #chronicallyill. Every time I’ve ever felt this desperate, I’ve gone to the doctor and been told I’m…

#foodpantry #communitycollege #schoolgirl #agoodday

#triggered #therapy #childhood #collegeflow #letsgo

#onthisday #encanto #estrangement #millennial

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Dude, I can see why people were concerned now. You can tell by looking at me I’m #unwell and you can tell by what I’m saying, I’ve been bed bound and feverish. 🥵 #jung #chronicillness

Adult Onesies:a Love❤️ /hate💀relationship. #drafts #weirdal #ootd #concert #tuchus

#update. Y’all have missed a lot. Including a total emotional breakdown on day 5. What started as a mild flare turned into me in bed for a week with what seems to be a massive infection. Thank you for the prayers and well wishes and believe that I am returning that #goodenergy to fold back to you…

#mcas #migraine #flare #chronicillness #neurology

I’m not better yet, but I’m better than I was. #silverlinings #mcas #healing #nervoussystem #mentalhealth

#knowthyself without any hints. lol. That’s what we’re being asked to do. But We were #gaslit and fed a #narrative about ourselves that wasnt true, and now we have to face that version of ourselves. It’s an easy fight though, cuz that broad never existed. Your parents didn’t know you. And their…

#mcas #covidmaybe #sickagain

This is gonna sound crazy… 🤪 but I used to think stuff like this was totally normal. lol. 👌 ✅ I got told so many times growing up that I was either faking symptoms or exaggerating them… I guess I started to believe it myself. 🤷‍♀️ I just assumed it happened to everyone and they’re just better at…

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#meangirl #clapback #millennialtutorial #lolz

#americanhealthcare #update

Most kids are #curious dudes, not mean dudes. But their questions and curiosities can feel negative because we’re interpreting them from an adult perspective. Trust me, that 3 year old isnt passing judgement on you. They might be parroting something they’ve heard someone else say, but they aren’t…

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I first remember a lot of my symptoms starting to gear up about age 10, though I’m sure they’ve been lifelong. My symptoms got worse during puberty, then again with each pregnancy, and once I hit about 39ish, they’d become debilitating. I’ve been in and out of doctors offices for 30 years trying…

The curse is broken!!! #blackthumb to #greenthumb #pumpkinpatch #fall #lovethatforme

The more I study, the more I understand we must find the #divinity within our #humanity in order to ascend from this fallen world. This requires that we recognize the predictable pattern of human behavior and transcend/break them. We do this through #healingchildhoodwounds, and disconnecting from…

For those confused… #badgyno #americanhealthcare #kaiserpermanente

Your girl, don’t have calves, she got oxen. lol. I have never been able to wear knee high boots before! LOVE! #justagirl #newboots #weirdalyankovic ready.

#stitch with @Dell Vans